died in his sleep

October 2026 | Vol. 70, No. 3
By Richard Donze, DO, MPH, PCOM '78

her fishy sounding first account 
how could that even happen
with his watch watching breathing
and heartbeat as he always bragged

all those data points in stage 4 REM
look see I can even upload a report
how smart could it be not to buzz
him before rhythms dysrhythmicized

then more and more story dribbled
out about two years of tau tangles
tangling more and more thoughts
words faces names like head lights

switching off one by one and neigh-
borhood circles and cul-de-sacs he’d
walked over 30 years becoming more
and more wayfinding wanderment

the watch an uncharged unsmart
sleeping black screened but familiar
wrist ornament a comfortable carpal
weight at the far end of an arm swing-

ing smaller and smaller arcs and what
must have been a final untangled light
up size up of the way ahead that led
him to her nightstand benzo bottle

swallow of an almost whole month’s
28 so maybe before the unwatched
breathing and heartbeat slowed
and stopped it may indeed have

been something like sleep